
I’m going to go cry in a corner now. ; 7 ;
People actually LIKED and REBLOGGED my art. Hnngh. THE FEELS.
AREYOUSUREYOU’RELOOKINGATTHERIGHTPICTURE?!
- Ameb♥
Do not trace, copy, or distribute any of the art on here without my permission. All posted art belongs to Alyssa Mikayla E. Mata UNLESS stated otherwise.
Thank you!

I’m going to go cry in a corner now. ; 7 ;
People actually LIKED and REBLOGGED my art. Hnngh. THE FEELS.
AREYOUSUREYOU’RELOOKINGATTHERIGHTPICTURE?!
- Ameb♥
Inspired from a livestream by Lock Pick / TheSexiestOffenders
I thought the mask was cool. And I’ve never digitally painted before.
So this is what popped out. It was fun. A little difficult to get the
hang of at first xD And I did not want to do a mouth. Aaand..
Well. = n = It was just different. I was just glad I got to play with
lighting a little c:
I know I’ve messed up. A lot. I know I’m not perfect.
Far from it actually. I try to learn from my mistakes because
all I really want is to be with you. To make you happy, truly
happy like how you make me. I’m still learning things about
you.. I didn’t even know you actually liked my art. I
thought you just.. kind of accepted it. When I read for the
first time that it wasn’t just out of politeness but that it was
one of the things you loved about me, I cried. > n <
I was so happy beyond words. I just.. I want to be better
for you. A better person, a better girlfriend, a better everything.
You mean the world to me. I’m emotional, overly sensitive,
a little stupid.. (and sometimes a lot of stupid), but I love you.
And more than anything I want to be with you forever. I mean
it, forever. For the rest of my life and then some. I can’t wait
to be by your side. It sucks, I know. More than two years,
aching to be with each other. Even for something like a simple
hug but thank you. Thank you for putting up with this long
distance bullshit for as long as you have. For putting up with
my bullshit for as long as you have, for loving me as much as
you do, and just.. for everything. I’m sorry babe. I truly am
for all those excruciatingly difficult times.
Two years and a month.
25 months.
747 days.
And I don’t regret a moment of being together with you
even with all the obstacles. I hope it’s the same for you.
I just.. I can’t wait to be
Alyssa Mikayla E. Baur.
I love you. Forever & Always.